haihz. this has been a terrible weekend! had to wake up super early to go hc funfair yst... and when i reached timmo and marcus were at home and i was like lost in tt huge sch by myself until i found loo and jo who were bz and i was like so extra den watched jac dance which was good btw haha... te first time i ever watched jac dance! den after tt i was like walking with marian for a while den by myself again and i was hanging out at marians stall blocking the way and being extra again until jac came... den she pang sehed me after a while haha... and timmo pang sehed me too! so much for being a gentleman! in the end i ended up walking arnd with marcus the whiole day!! thanks alot k dude haha... else i would have to walk arnd myself. felt bad tho cos he was supposed to walk arnd with his frens and he pang sehed them cos of me and i dunno his fren looked so pissed and scary :s im liek super scared of him now haha... den after tt me loo jo and timmo took a cab and the cab driver went to pump petrol and tokked to timmo so much tt he missed the turning to bedok and went to tampines instead and like we were ULTRA late for church cos of tt as compared to QT late haha... den i din stay for cell cos i had a fever and went home :( tt was my bad bad day yst... and today im still sick but more flu... no more fever so tts good :) i was qt snappish in church i think... cos i hate being sick but we celebrated lijias birthday! haha.. ppel kept coming up to me to ask me y i seem so wan and unhappy haha... oh wells. but i felt much better in the afternoon :) thanks for all ur prayers!but i felt bad to like leave during the sharing... ill be praying for all u guys too! i love my cell man haha they rock :)

oh man i really do need a private blog soon. too many pple are reading this one and im like scared to write some stuff. but anyway i really need to pray for patience now. soemone really tries my patience an ultra lot and i have to keep reminding myself not to scold tt person or like i dunno blow up at him/her. its really a test and i dunno... like i dun see how come other pple seem to be able to take his/her crap so well and i cant.its liek to other pple (other than my family) i guess i always seem like someone hu is like always cheery and stuff but sometimes i only seem tt way when im like fuming inside lah. gosh. i guess i must learn frm him/her like dex said and treat this as a trial and a test for the moulding of my character! haha... it doesnt seem tt bad now tt the problem is not in front of me but i just hope i will be able to really show him/her the love tt im supposed to! :)